The day I tested Positive

Staying Positive

The day I tested Positive
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SHOULD I REVEAL MY STATUS TO EVERYONE?

Does my status stop me from having feelings?
Does it make me less of a woman?
I am still that strong beautiful glowing melanin girl with a curvaceous body
Yes, I do feel bad about it but I choose not to be put down
Many get attracted to me and the would-be lucky ones are chased away
Nevertheless, I am also a human being with a beating heart and a jug of emotions
As I ponder about revealing my status, I am perplexed about whether I should tell him or not
The stigmatization that comes with it compels me to go mute
Still, should I reveal my status to everyone?🤨🤨

Yes, I am a young man who is physically endowed and money is certainly the least of my worries,
I can attract as many as I want,
My status hasn’t hindered my eyes from appreciating those with big Nyansh
In such moments I am also tempted to touch what others fall for,
Do you expect me to reach in bed entirely clad in Adam’s suit,
And begin second-guessing my bodily cravings?
After all, a few women are brave enough to question a man’s status
Still, why would I reveal my status to everyone?🤔🤔

To the simplistic mind, that’s murder or maybe even an act of being heartless,
Let me tap into your empathetic juices and pose a question
What if I also didn’t know my status?
Regardless of the above, most people tend to discover their status through confirmation from the people they have slept with being fine or not,
By the way, what assurance do I have that it’s not you who has changed mine,
Because if you were certain of yours, mine would have been of supreme concern to you before any entanglements
Alas, my status was a thing of ambiguity, what would I have revealed? 🙄🙄


MY STATUS IS NOT YOUR STATUS

Edited by T.I